| Caroline insists that it wasn't a dream. Stephen asks if it was 
                some sort of vision, but Caroline says she doesn't know what 
                to call it; Amanda was there and she needed help. Stephen tells 
                her gently that she's just getting over concussion; she said herself 
                that she had vivid dreams last night. Caroline cries that this 
                wasn't a dream - this was Amanda - and she snaps 
                that he's not to try to fob her off. She then insists that she 
                can't let him stop searching until they've found her; she's alive. There's a storm raging outside in the Woombai area. Samantha 
                is lying asleep alone on the bed in Bill Ashley's hotel room when 
                the door opens and the light comes on and wakes her up. Ashley 
                is standing in the doorway and, looking shocked to see her, he 
                demands, "How the hell did you get in here?" 
                Samantha explains sheepishly that it was the hotel maid - they're 
                like that in country towns: the main had seen the two of them 
                together and didn't think there was any harm in letting her in 
                to wait for him. Ashley closes the door and explains curtly that 
                she surprised him; he's got some private business papers 
                there and it just makes him wonder how safe they really are when 
                people can get in and out of your room so easily. Samantha points 
                out in surprise that it's only her, and Ashley accepts, 
                "Fair enough." He then adds, "You're sort of tied 
                up on the other side, aren't you?" Samantha tells him quietly 
                that she didn't come there to spy, and Ashley replies softly that 
                he knows. He kisses her and they sit down on the bed. He then 
                tells Samantha that he is glad to see her. Changing the 
                subject, he comments that it's quite a storm out there. Samantha 
                asks if there's still no news, and Ashley tells her that there 
                isn't yet - and they're starting to wind the search down. Samantha 
                cries that they can't, but Ashley retorts that the light's fading 
                fast; it looks like it's going to be a hell of a night. Samantha 
                insists that they've got to keep searching. Ashley, though,  
                snaps, "Look, she could be buried somewhere. 
                They mightn't find her for years - if they ever do." 
                A look of shock crosses Samantha's face, and Ashley quickly says 
                he's sorry. Samantha asks nervously if she can make a cup of coffee, 
                but Ashley says he'll go. As he stands up, he asks Samantha 
                if she was close to Amanda. Samantha replies that they 
                used to be, but when their mum and dad divorced, she 
                went to Europe with her mum and Amanda stayed there with their 
                dad; Amanda came over for holidays, but they didn't see much of 
                her then; that's when they grew apart. She begins to cry that 
                she does love her, even if they fight a bit. She sobs, "Oh, 
                I couldn't bear it... I'm so glad I met you - I don't know what 
                I'd do if I didn't have someone to lean on..." Ashley gives 
                her a comforting hug and assures her that it's OK... Andy is in Roland's bedsit at the boarding house, and he asks 
                him what kept him in Europe for so long: business? Roland just 
                murmurs, "Sort of." He then asks Andy if he'd like another 
                game of chess, but Andy replies that he'd better get moving - 
                he's got a bit of ironing to do; he wants to look decent for the 
                job tomorrow night. Roland smiles that he must come along and 
                see this disco outfit of Andy's. Andy laughs that he'll 
                buy him some earplugs! Roland muses that he doesn't mind pop music 
                - although he prefers the classics. He goes on that Irene lent 
                him in a record player and he went out and bought himself a record. 
                He shows the disc it to Andy, who comments that Mozart isn't really 
                his scene! Roland explains, "This one used to be a favourite 
                of mine and my wife's." Andy, looking surprised, asks, "You 
                were married?" Roland hesitantly says, "Yes..." 
                Andy asks what happened, and Roland replies, "She met someone 
                else." Andy says he's sorry. He goes on that he's 
                just split up with a girl and he misses her. Roland tells him, 
                "I miss my wife, too. Very much." Barbara is arranging flowers in the lounge room at Dural when 
                Spider wanders in. Barbara asks him if he shouldn't be resting 
                his back, but Spider explains that he got lonely out there on 
                his own. Barbara comments that he must be used to a lot of people 
                at the Home, but Spider tells her that they're a dreary lot there; 
                he doesn't like old people much! The 'phone suddenly starts ringing 
                and Barbara goes to answer it at the bar. Roland comes on and 
                Barbara turns to Spider and explains that it's a personal call. 
                Spider leaves her to it. He heads out to the hallway, but then 
                stands there, listening. Barbara tells Roland that he shouldn't 
                call her there; what if Gordon had answered? Roland explains that 
                he knows Gordon is away. Barbara points out, "Wayne, then. 
                He might recognise your voice." Roland reminds her that Wayne 
                hardly knew him, but Barbara insists that it's still 
                a silly thing to do. Roland tells her that he's been waiting all 
                day for her to turn up, but Barbara retorts that she can't spend 
                every spare moment over there; it would look very strange. Roland 
                accuses that that's not why she's staying away, though, and Barbara 
                explains that she just doesn't think it's a very good idea that 
                they see too much of each other; it'll only make it worse in the 
                long run. Roland tells her, "I'm very lonely, Barbara. Now 
                that I've seen you again, I want to keep seeing you." 
                He then implores her to come over tonight. Barbara cries that 
                she can't, but Roland insists, "Please..." and Barbara 
                meekly gives in and says, "Alright." She hangs up, looking 
                upset. Spider, having overheard every word, quickly heads back 
                to the flat. A while later, Barbara is in Roland's bedsit and Roland offers 
                her a drink. She declines, though. Roland tells her that it gets 
                frustrating being cooped-up there, having to keep everything a 
                secret. He adds, "Thank God Fiona and Irene know the truth 
                - although I suspect Fiona wishes I'd disappear again." Barbara 
                points out that she's a very good friend of Gordon's. Roland then 
                tells her that he knows she's married to Gordon now, but as far 
                as he's concerned, she's still his wife and 
                the mother of his children. Barbara cries, "Don't," 
                but Roland insists that they should be together. Barbara tells 
                him that they can't be, and if he's going to put pressure on her, 
                she won't stay. Roland says he's sorry. He then asks, "How 
                about some music?" and he puts on the Mozart record. Barbara 
                listens, a happy expression on her face. Roland sits down next 
                to her and asks her if she remembers how they used to sit and 
                listen to it together; he'd come home from the office tense and 
                irritable, and she'd sit him down, pour him a drink and put the 
                record on. Barbara muses, "Music soothes the savage breast. 
                Or is it beast? I can never remember!" Roland recalls that 
                Wendy used to like Mozart when she was a little girl; they were 
                good days...; he's relived them over and over in his mind; they 
                were all he had for a couple of years... The storm is still raging at Woombai. Caroline and Jenny are 
                sitting in the lounge room at the homestead when a wet Gordon 
                and Stephen come in. Caroline demands, "Well?" Gordon 
                tells her that the search has been called off for the night - 
                it's raining too hard. Caroline cries that Amanda is still out 
                there, but Stephen explains that they'll start again at dawn; 
                they'll bring in more men and a police helicopter. Caroline tells 
                him that he can't let them call off the search... Jenny 
                soothes that no one can do any more tonight, but Caroline snaps 
                that it's alright for her; it's not her daughter. Jenny, though, 
                insists that she'd know how she'd feel if it was. She 
                helps Caroline over to the couch and sits her down. Caroline comments 
                sadly to Stephen that Amanda used to be so scared of 
                thunder; she'd run into their room and get into bed with them; 
                she hates to think of her being out there in this weather... Samantha and Bill Ashley head back into Ashley's room after a 
                meal, but Ashley apologises for the pub food not being better. 
                Samantha assures him that it was fine. She then suggests that 
                she'd better grab her coat and go. Ashley, though, puts his arms 
                round her and smiles, "It's cold outside. Nice and warm in 
                here..." Samantha insists that she has to go. Ashley 
                invites, "Stay..." but Samantha tells him, "I can't. 
                When Amanda's found, things'll be different then." Ashley 
                accepts this reluctantly, and he tells Samantha to drive carefully. 
                Samantha asks him if she'll see him sometime tomorrow and Ashley 
                says a curt, "Sure." Samantha asks him if he's angry 
                because she's going home, but Ashley tells her, "Of course 
                not. Like you said - until you've found your sister..." Samantha 
                kisses him and he opens the door for her. She goes and he closes 
                the door again, standing there for a moment, looking thoughtful. 
                He then goes to the 'phone, picks up the handset and dials a number. 
                The 'phone at the other end rings and STD pips sound. A man answers 
                saying, "Keith Rigden." Ashley tells him, "It's 
                Bill. I'm alone." Rigden asks him tersely who was with him 
                before, and Ashley explains, "Samantha Morrell." Rigden 
                asks suspiciously, "The other girl's sister?" and Ashley 
                replies, "Right." Rigden asks if that's wise, but Ashley 
                assures him, "No worries there." Rigden warns, "Better 
                not be. We couldn't afford a repeat performance." Ashley 
                tells him, "The police think they know what happened to Amanda. 
                A few months ago, a girl was murdered by a hitchhiker about a 
                hundred kilometres away. The police reckon the same thing probably 
                happened to Amanda." Rigden mutters, "I see. I'm glad 
                there's an explanation. And I suggest you keep away from the other 
                one. We don't want any more problems." Ashley just replies, 
                "Whatever you say..." In Roland's bedsit, Roland asks Barbara if he should put the 
                record on again, but she points out that he's put it on three 
                times already! She then adds that it's time she headed off. They 
                both stand up and face each other, and Roland gives her a gentle 
                kiss on the cheek. They stare at each other and then hug each 
                other tightly. Barbara starts crying in anguish and then dashes 
                out into the corridor - where she bumps into Andy, who, looking 
                surprised to see her, comment that he didn't know she was there. 
                Barbara quickly explains, "Yes, er, I was just seeing R... 
                er, Gerald." Looking at the state she's in, Andy asks her 
                if she's alright, and she laughs nervously that she's fine. With 
                that, she walks off. Samantha is back at Woombai, and she asks her father if there's 
                still no news. Stephen explains that they've called off the search 
                until tomorrow. He then chides his daughter that she could have 
                stayed with her mother, but Samantha tells him that she couldn't 
                stand waiting around. She asks how Caroline is, and Stephen 
                explains that he convinced her to go to bed. He adds that he hopes 
                she's sleeping. Jenny asks Samantha if she'd like some coffee, 
                but she declines and heads off to her room. Stephen wanders over 
                to Gordon and Jenny in the living room and asks Gordon if they 
                should contact Barbara to let her know. Gordon explains that he 
                tried earlier but she wasn't home. He adds that he thinks he should 
                be there when he tells her. Stephen suggests that maybe Gordon 
                should go back to Sydney in the morning; he should be with Barbara 
                in case the story breaks in the papers. Gordon concedes that he's 
                right. Samantha suddenly runs back in and cries, "Daddy! 
                Mum's gone." Stephen looks at Gordon. A short time later, Jenny is pouring herself a coffee. She asks 
                Samantha if she's sure she won't have one, and Samantha snaps 
                that she said she didn't want any. She then quickly apologises. 
                Jenny assures her that everyone's under a strain. Samantha tells 
                her that she's been pretty rough on her when she's been so good 
                to her parents today. Jenny assures her that they all want to 
                help. Samantha asks her if she's told Stephen and Caroline that 
                she's broken up with Ken Hargraves, but Jenny points out that 
                it's hardly the time to discuss it. The front door suddenly bangs 
                shut and a sodden Caroline - wearing just her nightclothes - walks 
                in with Stephen and Gordon. Samantha cries at her, "Oh mum, 
                are you alright?" Stephen explains that she's OK; just soaked 
                through. Jenny goes to get her a brandy. Caroline murmurs, "Got 
                to find Amanda... No one else would... It was up to me..." 
                Samantha helps her over to the couch and then asks her father, 
                "Where was she?" Stephen explains that she hadn't gone 
                far; she was still on the property. Jenny gives her the brandy. 
                As she takes it, Caroline murmurs, "We've got to find her," 
                but Samantha insists, "Not by yourself, mum." She looks 
                at her father. Caroline explains, "I kept dreaming about 
                her - not like when I saw her, but dreams. I couldn't 
                leave her out there all alone." Stephen tells her that they 
                don't want her getting lost as well. Caroline explains 
                that it was almost like she was sleepwalking. Stephen suggests 
                to her that she go to bed, and he helps her back to her room. 
                Jenny and Samantha stay in the lounge room, looking worried. Barbara sits down in the lounge room at Dural, a photograph album 
                in her hand. She opens it and starts staring sadly at photos of 
                her and Roland on their wedding day. She thinks back to the vicar 
                asking her, "Barbara Ruth Morrell, will you have Roland Michael 
                Armstrong to be your husband, to live together according to God's 
                word? Will you give him the honour due to him as your husband 
                and, forsaking all others, love and respect him as long as you 
                both shall live?" She then thinks back to herself saying, 
                "I will." She sits there, looking upset. At the bedsit, Roland wakes up suddenly and, sitting in in bed, 
                switches the light on. He runs his hand through his hair, looking 
                worried. The next morning, Spider is standing in the lounge room at Dural, 
                wearing his pyjamas. He goes to the bar and picks up the decanter 
                of scotch, but then notices the photograph album on the coffee 
                table and he wanders over, picks it up and starts looking at it. 
                Barbara suddenly comes in and says a curt, "Morning." 
                She then asks him if he slept well, but he tells her that his 
                bad back's been giving him hell. He then goes on that he didn't 
                know she'd been married before. Barbara just murmurs, "Yes." 
                Changing the subject quickly, she suggests that maybe he should 
                see a chiropractor, but Spider replies that he doesn't think he 
                could afford that. Barbara suggests, "You could tell them 
                to send me the bill," and Spider tells her that 
                that's very kind of her. He then comments that she's looking a 
                bit tired herself, and he asks her if she had a late 
                night. Barbara just replies that she was out visiting Fiona and 
                Irene. Spider remarks that he never would have picked that Irene 
                as a doctor - and he reckons Fiona has kicked up her heels a bit, 
                in her time! He adds that she owns the boarding house, doesn't 
                she? Barbara explains, "She and Irene both; they're partners." 
                Spider comments, "She'd be fairly well-off, then?" Barbara 
                explains that she inherited some money. Spider mutters that some 
                people really know how to fall on their feet... Barbara sighs 
                and then asks him if he'd like to see a chiropractor; 
                she's sure they'll be able to see him this morning. Spider says 
                warily that he doesn't know about the bus trip into the city - 
                it would be a bit jarring. Barbara suggests that she could give 
                him the money for a taxi, but Spider replies that that would be 
                expensive. Barbara points out, "If you're not very well..." 
                Spider hesitates and then insists that he couldn't accept it; 
                Jules wouldn't like him too. Barbara, though, tells him that she 
                wouldn't have to know about it. She then grabs the photograph 
                album from him and tells him that she'll go and make the appointment 
                and get the money for the taxi. Fiona is cleaning in the corridor at the boarding house when 
                Andy comes round the corner with Spider - who's holding a bunch 
                of flowers. He calls out to Fiona that there's someone there to 
                see him, and Fiona smiles at Spider and asks him what he's doing 
                there. Spider explains that he thought they might have a yarn 
                over a beer or two; get to know each other. Fiona smiles that 
                she thinks she can take a break from the cleaning! She then asks 
                him how his back is, and he replies that it's murder. He hands 
                her the flowers and she smiles that they're lovely. She then invites 
                him in and says she'll make them a cup of tea. Spider, looking 
                disappointed, asks, "Tea?" Fiona points out 
                that it's a bit early for anything else! She invites 
                Andy to join them as well. At that moment, Roland comes round 
                the corner and asks Andy if there's any chance of a game of chess 
                later. Andy tells him that he'll catch him after lunch, and Roland 
                smiles that he'll look forward to it. He heads into his bedsit 
                and closes the door. When he's gone, Spider says to Fiona conspiratorially, 
                "That's Mrs. Hamilton's first husband, isn't it?" Fiona's 
                face drops as he goes on, "I saw a photo of him this morning. 
                Of course, he was a lot younger, but he hasn't changed that much." 
                Fiona laughs nervously, "No, no, I think you're mistaken. 
                Roland's dead." She looks at Andy, who has a thoughtful 
                expression on his face. Spider, though, assures her, "I don't 
                think so. I heard her talking to a Roland on the 'phone last night. 
                And then she came over here to see him. That's him alright." 
                Fiona tells him, "No, no, no, no, that's Gerald Hudson. Perhaps 
                he looks a bit like Roland...?" Andy, looking puzzled, 
                recalls, "Mrs. H. did come here last night..." 
                Fiona quickly explains that she and 'Gerald' used to be very good 
                friends. She then tells Spider that he's got the wrong end of 
                the stick, and the two of them head into her flat. Andy stays 
                behind and goes and knocks on the door of Roland's bedsit. Roland 
                opens the door and Andy asks him if he can talk to him for a minute. 
                Roland lets him in and asks if something's up. Andy explains, 
                "The old bloke outside reckons you're Roland." Roland, 
                looking nervous, asks, "Who's the old bloke?" but Andy 
                just says he doesn't know; he's staying at the Hamiltons'. He 
                then explains about what Spider said about seeing a photo and 
                hearing Barbara on the 'phone last night and then leaving to see 
                this 'Roland' - and he knows she came there, to the boarding 
                house . He asks what's going on, but Roland tells him 
                that there must be some mistake. He then pauses and mutters, "Dammit, 
                what's the point of lying? You've got to know sooner or later. 
                I am Roland Armstrong. Your father." Andy stares 
                at him. A few moments later, Andy snaps at Roland that he can understand 
                why he had to disappear, but why come back and muck things up 
                for Barbara? Roland snaps back that he's talking as though 
                he has no right to a life of his own; why should he have 
                to live as someone else and pretend he no longer has a wife and 
                family? Andy snaps, "Because you don't. She's Gordon's 
                wife now." Roland demands, "Why are you so much against 
                me?" and Andy growls, "You're the man who got my mum 
                pregnant then dumped her." Roland insists that he didn't 
                even know Helen was pregnant to him, but Andy mutters, 
                "That's your story. You have got no idea how screwed-up 
                she was because of that. No one gave a damn about her." 
                Roland asks if he's to blame for all Helen's problems, 
                but Andy snaps, "You caused them." Roland retorts that 
                that's a very simplified way of looking at things. He then points 
                out more calmly that the two of them were just getting to know 
                one another; he is Andy's father; can't they have some 
                sort of relationship? Andy, though, growls, "It's a bit too 
                late to start to start trying to play daddy to me now. I 
                don't need you and neither does Barbara." With that, 
                he storms out, leaving Roland looking worried. Stephen is standing in the living room at Woombai. He calls to 
                Caroline and she comes dashing out of the kitchen, asking nervously 
                if it's good news. Stephen, though, explains that he's afraid 
                not; he just wanted to see how she was. Caroline replies that 
                she's alright - she just making some scones; Amanda loves hot 
                scones and she thought it might be a good idea to have some when 
                she came home... Her voice trails off, sadly. Stephen tells her 
                that they've been searching since dawn, but there's no sign of 
                her. Caroline asks in panic if they're going to give up, but Stephen 
                tells her, "Not yet." He then suggests that she get 
                some rest, but Caroline snaps at him to stop treating her like 
                a child. She goes on, "She's alive, Stephen. I don't care 
                what anyone says. She's probably been taken somewhere 
                else... we don't know... she's been lost in the bush... she's 
                probably been kidnapped." Stephen, though, asks why no one 
                has asked them for money, then. He goes on that there are all 
                sorts of possibilities, but the point is, they can't find any 
                trace of her. Caroline begins to break down and, leaning against 
                his chest, cries, "I need you, Stephen. I need someone to 
                help me..."   |