| Barbara yells, "Then you know the only reason 
                he died was your fault." There's silence for a few 
                seconds before Patricia smiles and sarcastically says birthdays 
                are such fun: a lovely opportunity for everyone to get 
                together and chat about old times. Beryl looks worried. There's 
                a further period of silence, until Dee says she agrees - but people 
                don't always speak the truth. She apologises and says she's just 
                a cranky old woman; she'll say anything to keep a fight 
                going. Barbara asks to be excused, and she starts to walk off. 
                Dee calls, "Barbara," and she goes after her, explaining 
                to the others that Barbara knows she goes too far when 
                she loses her temper. Amanda comments that it's never been any 
                different with those two - put them together and they fight like 
                cat and dog. Patricia asks how did Barbara's father die, 
                but Amanda says she doesn't know; something normal like a heart 
                attack - nothing suspicious, if that's what she's thinking. Fiona 
                suggests that it would be both wise and polite if they were all 
                to forget this little incident. Patricia looks thoughtful momentarily 
                and then says she agrees - not that they should worry too much 
                about being polite! She smiles! Dee follows Barbara into the lounge room, where 
                she says that surely Barbara can accept an apology. Barbara replies, 
                "Not from you." Dee says she made a mistake, 
                and Barbara tells her that she certainly did. Dee says 
                she had to fight back, but Barbara yells that she always 
                does. Dee says she's ashamed, and Barbara sarcastically 
                replies, "Oh, really?" Dee asks Barbara to 
                forgive her, but Barbara yells, "I don't believe 
                you." Dee pleads, "Please." Barbara yells 
                that she didn't want to come there today, but she stupidly let 
                her mother talk her into it - for Gordon's sake, she said it would 
                be. She continues, "And if you think I'm going to stay here 
                for the rest of what is laughingly called your birthday party, 
                you can damn well think again." She bursts into tears. Dee 
                says she told the others, and they don't believe what she said. 
                Barbara tells Dee to come on... but Dee says they don't; 
                well, Patricia perhaps. Barbara snaps, "And Beryl and Fiona 
                and, of course, Amanda." Dee says they don't know what happened; 
                all they saw was a silly old woman lose her temper. She adds that 
                if Barbara goes, they'll only think there was some truth 
                in it. Barbara asks whose face Dee is trying to save now: 
                "Yours or mine?" Dee says, "Both - but yours, more." 
                She tells Barbara that she doesn't want her to to go, and Barbara 
                immediately yells, "There you go again - your two favourite 
                words: 'I' and 'want'." Dee asks Barbara what she wants, 
                but Barbara just stands there, crying. Gordon suddenly comes in, 
                and apologises for bursting in, saying he thought they were still 
                with Amanda and the others, trying on clothes. Barbara sobs that 
                she's just got a bit of a headache - she thinks it's the start 
                of a migraine - and she's trying to beg off the party. Dee quietly 
                says it's such a pity; it might go away. Barbara, though, says 
                it won't - once they start, they last for hours. 
                Dee says she remembers. Gordon tells Barbara to go upstairs, and 
                he goes to help her, but Barbara says she's alright. Dee looks 
                upset, and she sighs, heavily. A short while later, Dee is pouring herself a drink 
                when Beryl comes in with her dress. She immediately tells Dee 
                that she shouldn't be drinking alcohol. Dee asks if she's not 
                allowed to drown her sorrows in her own house, and Beryl says, 
                "No!" Dee puts the glass down. Beryl tells her that 
                she thought she'd like to see the dress she's chosen. She holds 
                it up against herself and says it was very good of Dee to let 
                her have it; she remembers her gran showing her photographs of 
                something quite similar. Dee distantly says she's glad Beryl likes 
                it. Beryl says that, if there's nothing else, she might call a 
                cab and head home. Dee says no, there's nothing else. Beryl suggests 
                that perhaps it might be an idea if Dee went upstairs and had 
                a nap before tonight - it'll be quite a strain. Dee snaps that 
                she doesn't need a nap; she's not a child. Beryl 
                says she knows that, but she points out that Dee has 
                just had a heart attack, and needs to rest if she doesn't want 
                another one. Patricia sidles into the room as Dee tells Beryl 
                that she's right. She then looks at Patricia and asks her what 
                she thinks she's doing. Patricia innocently says she thought there 
                might be something Dee needs. Dee snaps that Beryl is 
                looking after her. Patricia wanders out again. Dee snaps, "'There 
                might be something I need.' Who does she think she's 
                fooling?" She adds that the only reason Patricia is poking 
                her head in is because she still thinks she's got a chance of 
                getting some money out of her after she's gone. She tells Beryl 
                that the only member of the family worth her salt was Barbara, 
                and she doesn't want to know her; she isn't even coming 
                tonight. Beryl points out that Barbara did say she has 
                a migraine. Dee says she might have, but that isn't the 
                real reason she won't be there. Beryl says she knows 
                Dee said some hurtful things, and that Barbara got upset with 
                her, but it doesn't seem very fair to spoil the night. Dee perks 
                up and says Barbara is not going to spoil her night - 
                she'll have all her friends around her. She tells Beryl, "I 
                decided I'm going to have a birthday party worth remembering, 
                and, by God, I'm going to!" Beryl smiles. Later, at the Palmers', Beryl is looking through 
                her jewellery while David sits on a chair. He remarks that she's 
                really looking forward to the party, and Beryl asks why not? - 
                it'll be a change. David asks what next: posh parties in Toorak?! 
                He laughs. Beryl says she takes that all with a grain of salt; 
                she has to admit that Dee's been nice, though. David starts to 
                make the hand movements of the charleston, and Beryl laughs, saying 
                she can only speak as she finds her. She adds that she doesn't 
                think much of the rest of the family, though; they don't 
                seem to be able to stand a bar of her. David remarks 
                that they're a funny lot - Patricia is in good company! Beryl 
                says it's strange being there - like one of those families you 
                read about: rich, mixed up in big business and not one of them 
                happy. David says he wonders why they bother, and Beryl replies, 
                "Money, I suppose." She adds that coming home is like 
                a breath of fresh air! David jokes that her old man isn't too 
                dull after all! Beryl hugs him and says he'll do her! She adds 
                that she won't let it go to her head; she won't get the chance 
                anyway, as she has to go back to The Terrace tomorrow and interview 
                some people for the waitressing job - there's nothing glamourous 
                in that! David says, "Oh, I don't know: I 
                met a sexy waitress once!" Beryl laughs and kisses him! Amanda and Dee are in the hall at Toorak, dressed 
                in their costumes. Dee gives the party photographer instructions 
                on where to position himself. Stephen comes downstairs and asks 
                Dee if she has a minute. Amanda walks off. Stephen tells his mother 
                that he knows she's putting on a brave front, but he also knows 
                about the argument with Barbara. Dee snaps, "Patricia, no 
                doubt?" Stephen says he doesn't want to talk about it, or 
                why it happened, and he doesn't want her blaming Patricia; they 
                have a chance to have a normal family get-together and he thinks 
                they should take it. He then wishes Dee a happy birthday, 
                kisses her on the cheek, and gives her a gift. Dee says she'll 
                try to behave herself. She asks if Barbara might join them. Stephen 
                replies that he looked in on her, but she's still not feeling 
                well. There's a knock at the front door, and Dee says that, with 
                any luck, it should be Beryl. She opens the door, and is shocked 
                to see Charlie standing there, all dressed up, accompanied by 
                an older man. She cheerily walks in and says, "Hello, there. 
                Happy Birthday!" Dee snaps, "I didn't invite you." 
                Charlie takes the man by the arm and explains that she's Max's 
                guest. Max says to Dee that he hopes she doesn't mind. Charlie 
                spots the photographer and suggests he get a shot of the three 
                of them together. She, Dee and Max stand by the door. Dee is stony-faced. 
                Patricia comes down and says, "Charlie, fancy you 
                being here!" She and Charlie walk off. Max tells Dee that 
                he's sorry - he didn't know. Dee replies that he always 
                had bad taste! Sometime later, the party is in full swing. Amanda 
                and Dee are standing, talking, and Dee says thee guests may be 
                a bit long in the tooth, but they're a noisy lot! Amanda laughs, 
                and remarks that there are quite a few of Dee's old friends there. 
                Dee says they're not necessarily friends - she points 
                to a woman and says she hated her when she was Amanda's age! Amanda 
                laughs and asks why. Dee explains that she got out of the chorus 
                before she did! Amanda remarks that Dee hardly ever talks 
                about that, but Dee says there's not much to talk about: 
                she sang in the chorus; hardly a star - not that there 
                were many of those. Amanda asks if that's how Dee met 
                her husband. Dee says, "Yes," and, apparently trying 
                to evade any more questions on that subject, then quickly says 
                she must find Fiona and Beryl. She walks off. Amanda sips her 
                drink and then walks over to where another woman guest is standing. 
                They make smalltalk about going away at Christmas, and Amanda 
                says she was thinking about Honolulu this year. When the woman 
                walks off, Wayne, who was standing nearby, dressed in a red jacket 
                and straw boater, approaches Amanda and says, "Honolulu, 
                eh?" Amanda snaps, "What?" Wayne laughs 
                and tells her that she knows she's broke. He adds that she has 
                a good imagination, as he's been hearing her going on about her 
                busy social life for the last hour! Amanda snaps, "Oh 
                go drop in a hole, Wayne!" She storms off. Elsewhere in the 
                room. Patricia is talking to another elderly guest, who says Stephen 
                has done very well for himself. Patricia thanks her. The woman 
                then says she supposes they'll be planning a family soon; Dee 
                should have another grandchild. Patricia listens and then asks 
                to be excused! She walks over to Stephen and says they're all 
                obsessed by babies - she's heard nothing but talk about 
                children all night! Stephen says some of them are 
                a bit ancient! Patricia cattily says, "Well, Dee's 
                friends..." Fiona and Beryl are talking to each other. Charlie 
                approaches Phillipe and tells him that the food is all absolutely 
                gorgeous! She adds that he can work for her, any 
                time! She nibbles some food. Fiona remarks to Beryl that 
                it's such a pity David had to drop out at the last moment. Beryl 
                replies that there's not much work around, so he has to take it 
                when it comes. Dee is standing nearby as Beryl continues that 
                it was a stroke of luck John finding Lisa Cook so quickly. Fiona 
                agrees. Beryl says she seems to be a very nice girl, from what 
                he says. Fiona says she'll soon find out - they're meeting up 
                at Beryl's place before heading off to the airport in the morning. 
                Gordon walks over to Dee and remarks that Charlie never stops 
                talking! Dee, watching Charlie flirt with Phillipe, says 
                that's not the only thing she doesn't stop, by the look 
                of it. Gordon says she doesn't mean any harm, but Dee says she 
                doesn't have much pride, attaching herself to that old fool who 
                brought her. She adds that she noticed Charlie has dumped 
                him outside. Gordon pours some drinks, and Dee comments on Charlie 
                flirting with Phillipe, saying he's only half her age 
                - practically! Gordon says Charlie's heart is in the 
                right place; she just needs to convince herself she's still attractive. 
                The bottle of champagne having run out, Gordon heads off to get 
                some more. Beryl takes the glass that Dee is holding, and Dee 
                jokes that she's a regular tyrant! Fiona laughs that she 
                wouldn't take her on! Out in the hallway, Barbara is coming downstairs. 
                She tells Gordon that she thought she'd go into Amanda's room 
                and watch a bit of television. Gordon asks her if she doesn't 
                feel like joining the party, but Barbara says no. Gordon asks 
                her if her headache's improved, and Barbara says, "No, not 
                really." She adds that she thought the television might put 
                her to sleep. Gordon tells her not to strain her eyes. Barbara 
                sudddenly starts crying and says she's been putting on an act 
                - she couldn't face going to the party after what happened. Gordon 
                cuddles her and tells her to come on now... A short time later, Barbara and Gordon are alone 
                in Amanda's quarters, in the half-dark. Gordon gives Barbara a 
                drink, but Barbara says she's sorry, but she doesn't think a glass 
                of chamapagne is going to help very much. Gordon sits down next 
                to her, and she begins to tell him the story of her father. She 
                explains that her mother was a very vain person, and when she 
                got older, in her forties, she had to prove she was still very 
                attractive, and she had quite a few affairs with younger men - 
                and everybody knew except for her father; she hated Dee 
                for what she was doing to him, so she told him. She starts 
                crying as she says it didn't work - she thought her father 
                would kick Dee out and divorce her; she didn't realise how much 
                he loved her. The tears flow as she continues that her 
                father just dropped his bundle, and he became very ill, and Dee 
                couldn't have cared less - and then he died. She sobs 
                as she says Dee told her that she was responsible; if she hadn't 
                interfered, everything would have been alright. She sobs, "But 
                it wasn't my fault, Gordon, it wasn't..." She breaks 
                down, and Gordon tells her that he'll stay with her 'til she's 
                calmed down. Barbara says it's alright, and she tells him to go 
                back to the party, as she wants to be by herself for a while. 
                She asks if they can go back to Sydney in the morning, and Gordon 
                says of course. He remarks that Barbara really has been 
                through it. Barbara says she'll cope, and she tells Gordon to 
                go. He leaves, but Barbara just sits there, sobbing. She eventually 
                wipes her eyes, gets up and puts the television on. She then sits 
                down again, still crying... Charlie is flirting, drunkenly, with three elderly 
                men. Beryl tells Phillipe that the food is absolutely delicious, 
                and Phillipe replies that it's been good for the restaurant: a 
                lot of people are going to try it. Amanda comes over and says 
                the party is pretty boring. Beryl says she's having a 
                lovely time. She asks Amanda if she's seen Dee anywhere, 
                and Amanda replies that she's gone to freshen up. She then says 
                she wishes there were more people there of her age, adding 
                that it's a pity Kevin and Lynn weren't invited. She then says 
                that, the way Kevin's been working lately, they probably wouldn't 
                have been able to come. Beryl asks if Stephen's a bit 
                of a slavedriver, and Amanda laughs and says she thinks it's mainly 
                Kevin. She adds that it's going to be the same tomorrow 
                night. Beryl looks at Phillipe and says it must be hard on Lynn 
                - she doesn't see much of her husband. Phillipe says 
                Lynn hasn't said anything to him; she seems happy. Beryl 
                says that, all the same... She then suggests to Phillipe that 
                he take Lynn out one night, to the movies or something. Amanda, 
                who's been manipulating the conversation, has a sly look on her 
                face as Phillipe worries that Kevin will come home and he and 
                Lynn won't be there. Amanda suggests they catch the five 
                o'clock session, but Phillipe says he doesn't know; he'll talk 
                to Lynn and see what she says. Dee walks into Amanda's room, and she stands there, 
                powdering her nose. Barbara is sitting there, watching television. 
                Standing with her back to her daughter, Dee tells her that the 
                party isn't the same without her. Barbara ignores her. Dee turns 
                and looks at her and tells her that she won't ever forgive herself 
                for this afternoon, but she must understand her side: 
                over the years, she's done everything she can think of 
                to get through to her; perhaps she was just trying to get some 
                shred of emotion from her; she's not talking through self pity, 
                but as each day goes by, she's aware that time is running out; 
                her body is giving up on her. Barbara sits there, in silence. 
                Dee tells Barbara that she needs her love, and she asks her if 
                she doesn't understand: she's afraid of dying. Barbara 
                finally responds and bluntly says, "We all are." 
                Dee gives up, and walks out, slowly. Barbara looks round as she 
                goes. Back at the party, Stephen remarks to Gordon that 
                Charlie is going on a bit. As Charlie's voice echoes above all 
                the other noise in the room, Gordon says it's not for the first 
                time. Stephen asks Patricia if she can't get rid of her, 
                but Patricia says no - she's not buying into anything 
                tonight. She adds that it's Dee's party - she 
                can get rid of her. Stephen points out that Charlie is her friend, 
                but Patricia says, "Not at the moment, she isn't." She 
                asks to be excused, and Stephen asks her where she's going. Patricia 
                replies that she's moving out of the firing range, as Dee's bound 
                to appear at any minute. Stephen turns to Gordon, but Gordon says, 
                "Don't look at me!" Dee, who's standing in 
                the hall, hears Charlie talking loudly. She goes into the lounge 
                room, where Charlie is obviously drunk and is rambling incoherently 
                to some of the guests. Dee walks over to her just as she's saying 
                there aren't many spring chickens at the party: "Dee 
                certainly isn't!" She looks round and sees Dee standing there. 
                She drunkenly tells her that they were all having a bit of a laugh, 
                but Dee snaps, "How dare you." Charlie slurs, 
                "Oh, come on..." She adds that she was just 
                having a bit of fun. Dee snaps, "How dare you come 
                into my house, uninvited, insult my guests and paw the hired help." 
                Charlie looks flabbergasted and she slurs, "I do believe 
                you're jealous!" Dee slaps Charlie round the face, 
                and Charlie gasps. Dee suggests that she go upstairs until she 
                learns how to behave. Charlie runs out. Dee asks Phillipe to please 
                serve dessert in the dining room. Everyone stands around, feeling 
                embarrassed. Sometime later, the party over, Barbara and Gordon 
                are in the hallway, and Barbara says it was awful. Gordon 
                says it was a strained night. Barbara says, "All that talking..." 
                She then says it did one thing for her, though: "It 
                finally hit me, when Dee left the room, that I've been doing exactly 
                the same to her as Wendy did to me." 
                She adds that she remembers how she felt, so she can 
                understand Dee's point of view. Gordon says, "Then something's 
                been achieved." Barbara tells him to go up; she won't be 
                long. Gordon crosses his fingers for her, and wishes her good 
                luck. Barbara goes into the lounge room, where Dee is on her own. 
                She closes the door, and Dee says it's ironic: tonight, she should 
                be a very happy woman - she's been seeing all her friends, she's 
                got all the money she wanted, she had lots of beautiful birthday 
                presents, and what good are they to her? She tells Barbara that 
                the most important thing was to have her caring just a little; 
                she's fouled that up forever. Barbara stands behind her 
                mother and tells her that she'd like to say that she really admires 
                her for having admitted what she did earlier - it's impossible 
                to ignore that. She adds that, although she knows they'll never 
                be back to friends, she managed to bridge a bit of a 
                gap between Wendy and her, so she thinks they 
                can try the same. She starts crying, and sobs, "Happy 
                birthday, mother." Dee closes her eyes and starts crying 
                as well. The next morning, Charlie walks delicately into 
                the dining room to join Gordon and Barbara for breakfast. Barbara 
                asks her how she feels this morning, and Charlie replies that 
                she's never been so embarrassed in her life! Gordon wickedly 
                asks her if she'd like some brandy in her coffee. Barbara tries 
                to stifle a laugh, but Charlie groans, "Don't!" She 
                then says she knows Dee is Barbara's mother, but she does 
                think she went a bit far - she was only having a good 
                time. Barbara says she thinks Charlie is just a victim of 
                circumstance. Charlie says she doesn't care what Barbara 
                calls it: it hurt, and she honestly hopes she never has 
                to meet Dee again. Gordon tells her that it's really 
                up to her. Charlie asks if she can go back to Sydney 
                with them; she's already packed. Barbara, though, says that, actually, 
                they're not going back to Sydney today: Gordon has more 
                business to attend to, and she's spending the extra day 
                with Dee. Charlie tells Barbara that she's a glutton 
                for punishment. Dee suddenly walks in and cheerily says, "Good 
                morning, everyone." She asks where Patricia and Stephen are, 
                and Barbara explains that they've already had breakfast and have 
                gone back to bed for a while. Dee comments, "Lazy pair!" 
                She sits down next to Charlie and asks her how she is this morning. 
                Charlie tells her that there's no need to be polite - she'll be 
                on the 'plane in an hour. Dee tells her not to be silly - she 
                owes her an apology for last night. She adds that, as Gordon and 
                Barbara are staying on, why doesn't she do the same? 
                Charlie looks surprised, and says, "Oh!" She adds that 
                she doesn't know; she'll have to think about it. She asks to be 
                excused, and she goes. Dee asks if it was something she said! 
                Barbara tells her mother that she's an old tartar! Dee tells them 
                to just wait 'til Charlie gets her surprise. Barbara says she 
                hopes Dee's not going to play one of her games... Dee tells Barbara 
                that it was her idea, and she thinks it's an 
                excellent one; she can't wait to see Charlie's face...! Lynn is on the 'phone at The Terrace, and she asks 
                Amanda, who's in the lounge room at Toorak, for a big favour: 
                babysit Davey tonight. Amanda says, "Sure!" Lynn explains 
                that Kevin's working back again, and Phillipe has asked her to 
                go to a movie with him. She adds that it's at five o'clock, so 
                it won't be too late. Amanda says that's fine, and Lynn thanks 
                her. The call ends and Amanda smiles to herself. Kevin comes in 
                and Amanda asks if Stephen isn't ready for him yet. Kevin replies 
                that he's having a sleep-in, and he adds that it must have been 
                some party! Amanda says, "Not really." She 
                then tells Kevin that that was Lynn on the 'phone. Kevin asks 
                what she wanted, and Amanda replies that she asked her to babysit, 
                as she must have a modelling job on? Kevin shrugs and says, "Don't 
                ask me!" Amanda smiles and tells Kevin that he's 
                quite a guy. Kevin asks why. Amanda replies that she was talking 
                to Phillipe last night, and she thinks Kevin's just so 
                understanding. Kevin looks puzzled and asks Amanda what about. 
                Amanda says she means about Lynn's modelling job, and about him 
                not worrying about her going around with 'him'. Kevin 
                says, "Hey?" Amanda says, "Well I always wondered 
                how Phillipe fitted into the picture, but it never occurred to 
                me it was because he had an affair with Lynn in Paris." Kevin 
                looks stunned...   |